So I ventured out into the dating scene for a while...
I went out with a guy that is essentially... me... jobless, depressed, watches kids all day for no pay, doesn't have a car...
another guy was a photographer that picked up on older women while we were talking...
another was a computer geek that had horrible teeth, reminded me of my step brother, told me I'm cute when I get frustrated, was physically way off of what I wanted, and had been fired from top name companies...
One guy who carried a hookah in his car and had a torch on his keychain...
a politician who was so fake that he couldn't even laugh without sounding worse than a scripted disney villain...
and then i was like uhhh nope I'm done... I'm not ready for this, I don't have the life that I want to have and don't want to invite a person into a life I'm not willing to lead for much longer. I want to be the woman who has a man there because I want him there but never because I need him there and I don't want a man that I would depend on or rely on... Been there, done that, don't really want to do that again.
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