Release me

I don't know whats going on anymore... we used to talk every single day... we used to fall asleep on webcam together... he used to tell me how beautiful i am and leave me sweet messages and we used to talk about everything and exchange music and he would always find a way to tell me he wouldn't be able to talk if he wasnt able... now? im begging for him to let his walls back down and pull me in with him... he used to do all these amazing things that made me fall for him like 5 months ago... this feels like its ending... like its so short lived. it kinda makes me want to puke. I've been fighting off the urges to break down and cry all day. Why is he being so... cold? I'm tired of the excuses. Either you're in or out right? I told you I didn't want to play games I don't want to be hurt I don't want to feel like I'm so easily tossed aside... What is wrong here!