Reconsider.

I have today planned out.
First of all, I shouldn't be awake til 3pm but I was up at the bright early time of 7:45am. Due to me not waking up til after 7pm yesterday because I have no regular sleeping schedule and I do not like sleeping like normal people.

So...
Wake up at 3pm (failed)
Go to dad's to do laundry (complete)
Pick up bookcases from mom's house (put off til tomorrow by dad)
bring my clothes and book cases home and put my clothes away and then unpack things onto my shelves therefore freeing my room from the title 'Box Hell'
Watch more Gilmore Girls(completed the second season!!), because some how I downloaded it on like Saturday and its only Tuesday and I'm almost done with Season 2. No life? Yes I am well aware that sitting here watching Gilmore Girls for hours is considered pathetic. But I don't care. I have very few friends and I am sick of being spoken to when I leave the room.

How has today gone so far considering its only noon-ish?
Woke up at 7:45am
AJ still wasn't in bed.
Thought about making food but when I tried to clean up the kitchen to locate the pan thing to make the food in, I asked for the simple assistance of 'hey are there dishes in the living room? could you bring them to me?' oh... no... never mind sir because your video game is so much more important and takes up soo much brain power that you could never begin to think about bringing the dishes into the other room or cleaning up after yourself at all.
So by the end of that I loaded some of the dish washer, and put the stuff I took out to make food with away because I lost my appetite.
The room mate never helps with dishes, and neither does AJ. I had a good system going and then AJ switched shifts and people were here for a while and I'm out of my systematic life and I feel like I'm going to implode.
I collected the dishes, put them in the sink, loaded the cups, put the unprepared food away, and went to my room to watch more Gilmore Girls and envy Rory for having such an amazing boyfriend who actually gives a fuck and looks at her the way he does, or touches her and kisses her and wants to be around her even if what she is doing isn't what he considers as fun.
Now here I am at almost 1pm ready to fall back asleep because I got about 3 hours of sleep and I'm annoyed... or I could go attack the living quarters of this apartment while everyone sleeps. Just of course to have to do it again in a few days... Of course this isn't sounding appealing.

One things for sure. I'm starting to reconsider my life.