Mom [I told myself I wasn't going to cry, I promised myself that I wouldn't let him get to me, and here it is almost 5am. Tears running down my cheeks...Idk how to stop them :( I HATE that I have allowed this to happen :(]
Me [You live you learnYou love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn
You grieve you learn
You choke you learn
You laugh you learn
You choose you learn
You pray you learn
You ask you learn
You live you learn]
Mom [um thanks...I think]
Me [What I'm trying to say is... take this and learn from it. You promised yourself you wouldn't let him get to you but that was your first mistake, he already got to you before you put up the walls. You didn't allow it to happen, it just happened. Things often happen on their own without us being ok with them and without us asking for them. Just take this as experience and move on. The time you enjoy wasting isn't a wasted time. Be thankful for all of it but know that theres a time to let go. I'm not telling you "LET GO!" I'm telling you I'm here for you when you do, I'm here for you if you don't. I just hope that you take all thats happened and grow from it.]
Mom [its BAD when I get schooled by my 20 yr old daughter...]
Me [lol I fucking love you]
Mom [ I wish I was half as smart as you are Beauty! I love you too ♥]
Me [and I wish I was half as tough as you. Lets trade?]
Mom [I spent most of my life trying to teach others not to do the same shit I have been doing for the past 2 yrs. Can you say DUMBASS?]
Me [I can say MIDLIFE CRISIS! Can you? lmfao]
Mom [youre just as tough as I am, you gotta put it out there...make em hear you ROAR! lol HEY! we got your brother out of that ♥ DONT HATE!]
Me [but... I don't want them to be afraid of me, I just want to have a tough shell so I can stand there and take whatever they throw at me... like acorns... I'm not hating. Like I said, be thankful. Even if you took a two year hiatus from your brain... we got a really cool souvenir]
Mom [um ok...I dont have any of them running away from me cause they are afraid. I think you can keep em on their toes]
Me [I already do. with my skills in imadorableandyouloveme-ism]
Mom [its called BEAUTY! ♥]
Me [Its called brains and beauty. and some serious "I LOVE THE ATTENTION!" attitude. with a pinch of "uhh what just happened here?" and a side dish of "Wow you're stupid and I don't care."]
Mom [sounds yummy...now I'm getting hungry lmfao]
Me [I've been hungry. I want your spaghetti and fruit salad. Come cook for me now plz?]
Mom [um...thats what I made for dinner tonight. I will make you fruit salad for Thanksgiving dinner next month. K.]
Me [Damn it. I wanted some. I can wait for the fruit salad I guess... LARGE BOWL OF IT PLZ!]
Seriously how did the convo go from fail to food?
One things for sure. I love my mommy even if she is a massive bitch at times <3
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