Series : Letters to Someone - Part 10

I had no intention of actually writing a blog, just adding to my series. Then I sat here for a few minutes... My life is pretty perfect. I mean I could have a job and then it would be absolutely perfect. Let me explain.


I have more than one guy hanging on my every word and could have any one of them in a second... I've never had that before. I enjoy the attention.


I have an amazing guy in another country that wants to be with me, but we can't because of the obvious 6K+ miles in between. By the way, I love it when someone tells me I look amazing even though I feel like shit... He has a way with words and convincing me that I really am worth someone else's time instead of a waste of space. He played a huge role in me getting away from AJ and remaining happy with my decision.


I'm cold and laying on my couch which is my bed... the light outside isn't blinding (yet...) and the silence is like a nice cool breath of fresh air. I am happy. This is what a perfect moment is to me now. Laying here listening to this song and talking to boys that are actually interested in what I have to say, even if its nothing or completely nonsensical. The temperature in the house, the light outside... 


Day 1 — Your best friend(s)
Day 2 — Your crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest rel.)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror


Dear self...
bwahahahaha need I say more?


one things for sure. these cramps, really not the best thing in the world. just sayin.