Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Series : Letters to Someone - Part 12

Day 1 — Your best friend(s)
Day 2 — Your crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest rel.)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

I can't even start off this letter installment with a "dear ______" because I think by saying "dear" its being nice... I only want to be angry. You took him away from me. You fucking ripped my son from my arms and it was ok because you gave birth to him? You didnt want him or even know you were pregnant. How can a woman NOT know she is pregnant!? I hate you so much. Valentines day? yea I'll remember it forever. I can't believe you would take him away from me just to give him to someone else. couldnt you see that I was giving him a better life than you could ever have? than someone else could have! I taught him to walk and talk and everything. you were off getting your next fix, fucking whoever you wanted to... you didnt want him you didnt even come see him. you didnt call on christmas or his birthday... One of these days he will hate you. He will see what you did and he will resent you for it forever. I just hope I can be there to watch it.






one things for sure. I hate that she will never know any of that.

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