Series : Letters to Someone - Part 4

So, since I left AJ, I have had NOTHING to post about because I have not been upset. I mean I loved him, don't get me wrong, but I also started loving myself, which was something I hadn't ever done before and it kept me rooted in place next to him

Since I left I have had one 17 year old boy try really hard to sleep with me, and I was thinking logically and didn't allow that to happen because of SOO many reasons... one major one being he was only seventeen! And I've had a 19 year old ask me out on a date, and then after a few hours he asked me if I would like to go with him on thursday AND saturday... I must say I'm loving the attention. I feel all loved and pretty and like someone actually cares about me or what I want... Someone cares about giving me attention, knowing they will get the attention in return. I love it. I love my life and my friends and family. I love my kitty and my baby brother. I LOVE MYSELF


Anyways I have been putting this Letters series off because I didn't know what to say in this letter... but I think I will bust through this one and then continue on... I mean November isn't that far away, NOT TIME TO START SLACKING!




Day 1 — Your best friend(s)
Day 2 — Your crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest rel.)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Dear baby brother,
I know that when you get older and start asking questions that the answers will hurt more that I will ever understand. However, when mom decided to have you, I made a vow to myself to NEVER lie to you. You are an amazing person no matter how much life throws at you, you can take it! You aren't supposed to be raise like other boys, you can cry, you can love, you can sympathize. You aren't going to get anywhere in life playing the tough guy role. It sucks... I'm always going to be here for you, to be someone you can talk to and someone to be your best friend, which is what I hope we will be when you grow up. I'll love you forever and ever and eternity.

One thing's for sure, my brother will have THE BEST support system, even if it just contains me.