Warning : This contains a ridiculous amount of mush... mush that actually over flowed into the title and turned into a different language because English wasn't exactly covering it all... If you have intentions of vomiting and thinking I'm more crazy than you currently think, then by all means... PROCEED.
Dear prince charming,
you make this way too easy. the love thing. you make it seem like everything in the world will be ok. I freaked out about AJ or Zaida or any small garbage that was happening in my life at the time, you talked me through it... You helped me see that the unhappiness I was feeling was unacceptable... Which to many people seems like a huge face-palm and it makes them all want to scream in my face but you talked me out of the life I was leading and into one where I could potentially be so much happier. I love that you make me feel the way I do now. Ok so you're 6K miles away, that will change one day. Until then I'll have fun and live my life and you will have fun living yours as well. If you were right here with me things could be amazing!
You drive me insane with your stupid eyebrow movements and your brain that totally confuses me most of the time... your stupid Portuguese and how you only really teach me the BAD words. How your accent is thick and makes any words you say in English turn into fire and melt this ice cube. Seriously, you've got me twisted in a way I didn't think was possible. I feel like I'm floating when you call me beautiful or a princess. You've got me hanging on your every word, and you've even got me quoting you in my fuckin blog and writing you this 'letter' that I'll never come straight out and show you. Speaking of quoting you, I'm starting to think you get all this amazing shit from romance novels. Boys don't actually feel like this, they don't tell girls all of these things... and ESPECIALLY without the realistic intention of 'I'm just trying to fuck you'... This makes me have a little hope that there really are guys like you out there that will tell girls these things HONESTLY...
" I know that I would break all their faces because we would kiss like in movies, walk together and I would really make you happy as you deserve to be"
"you are misteriously interested in what's gonna happen next, and I am damn incessantly interested on kissing you"
"damn it it's raising a strong and weird wish to kiss you NOW"
"You are not predictable, I assume it but I have a little experience on it. Looking at you into the webcam I can deeply analyze each and every nuance of your beauty, I can stare up to your last yarn of hair, I scan all of you gestures, when you get shy or when you get pissed off, your injured or sensual look, which makes me believe more and more that you are one of the most detailed person I've ever met."
and thats just from today <3
Dear boy, why are you so fucking perfect and yet so fucking far?
One things for sure... I kinda hope you never read this... its the inner workings of my mind right now...
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