Breaking point...

Ok really? I'm crying! The first time since I left the apartment! One would think that maybe this is a good thing...

started with my mom telling me what was going on with Shelby... I don't wana hear it... you made it clear that he isnt mine...
then with athila... ok I already told you I'll run into this head on and not to play with me, what happened?
then my camera... WHAT THE FUCK WHY ARENT YOU WORKING!!!
and I have a competing photographer that is sweet as fucking pie but I just don't feel comfortable because of... her mom wants me to take pictures!! on top of that she just called and told me that she is going to bring someone else to the photoshoot?! WHAT! Hi, I'm the photographer and I would be much more comfortable if you told me that ahead of time not when you are on your way to my house to take pictures that are suggestive! WHAT!!! OMG STOP DOING THIS TO ME! I KNOW YOU'RE TALKING TO YOUR DAUGHTER ABOUT THIS TOO! STOP IT PLEASE!!!
on top of all this I'm behind on my word count by like almost 4K words and I don't see any time to catch up!! AND I'm on my fucking period... I just... want........

stop.
stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop... dear world please stop spinning, I want off. I dont like the spinning and the falling and the crying and I just want off this fucking ride already!! All within less than 48 hours all this happens? Thanks, FANTASTIC! Just stop.



One thing's for sure... When is this game over? I'd like it to be over already!!