I havent been blogging.
Why haven't you been blogging Tiff?
BECAUSE I HAVENT!....... ok ok I haven't been blogging because NaNoWriMo is here and next month is NaNoEdMo... I'm going insane with writing but so far I'm not drowning... I was drowning... at 4K words and needed to be at like...8K... yea yea I know thats just... double... ahhaha anyways... I'm caught up and I'm planning out something... planning it out here actually... maybe even in this exact blog... but I need to get some things out first...
First. I love this boy. I'll marry him if I get the chance, no joke. I'll marry him and then he will never have to leave... You'll see. (i know, i know... menina idiota... but i dont care... I'm willing to take the risk.)
Second. I've come to claim someone else as my best friend... I mean Zaida has always been my best friend, but best friends are there when you need them... Zaida, not always, and I get silently angry at her... Stacy, always there and I'm not ever angry at her... now I have TWO best friends... Shut up I know I sound like an idiot so far but this was really sounding super awesome and logical in my brain... then again there have been some storms in there alot lately... alot this week!!
Third! speaking of Zaida, I saw her today!! She is moving out in December and moving in with her dad... GOOOOOOOD! Maybe I'll see her more... hopefully...
Fourth......... my book is awesome... I don't know how I'll get from point A to point K without getting stuck on point F but I'll make it work, WATCH ME!
Fifth, I talked to my Gma today and we're going to sit at home and watch movies all day with Laura on Monday! YAY! I miss her ♥
Sixth, Zaida said I look like I've dropped about 20lbs since I left AJ... I feel like I did... thats good news right? I mean I know I lost 12 right away (the first two weeks)
Seventh, (damn, I'll shoot for ten!) I have no ACTUAL love life, I just have two guys that want to flirt with me so much that I kinda wana vomit at their attempts... I mean I like them as friends but I don't know how to act to the idea that they want to be more... I just can't bring myself to think about it... not that I mind really cuz I don't I just duno what to think...
Eighth, speaking Portuguese in my every day mix of words.......... ok this is just weird and sounds a little creepy obsessive to me, but I like how the word 'fag' sounds in Port. (bicha) and not Eng. along with the word boy (menino) so I use them, don't judge me.
Ninth... Ok I really hate it when people fucking blast out OTHER peoples business on FB. You are a rude bitch that doesn't know when to back off. Person A is a good person, a good mother, a good friend, and she is doing a hell of alot better than the other kids you've raise, I think that gathers her some reasons for praise not for you to force her into the fucked up little mold of garbage you have everyone else you raise in. Stop being a fucking bitch. Ok I drink, I realize this. I have been drinking alot lately, but only in social situations, not by myself and not out of depression or anything stupid like that so when you tell me that I need to watch what I'm doing because if I don't I'll end up in the same category as your fucked up grandson I want to punch you in your fucking face really hard. I've been nothing but good to you and your fucking family, stop being a fucking bitch. Stop blasting your grand daughter's personal business on facebook, stop trying to act like you have any kind of hold or rule over me, just fucking stop doing whatever you are doing already! Jeez bitch. Step down!
Tenth, have I mentioned I'm doing nanowrimo? hahaha... ok I did? Have I mentioned I'm on track?! No? WELL I AM BITCHEZ!
Outline for book : Coming soon!
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