Where did we start?

so I did some thinking and I was wondering how we got where we are today...

-how are you today?
-well i was a little angry... but im alright now.
-yea, what was your problem?
-I just don't like how my boyfriend has been talking to me these last few days...
-I understand... it seems like he does not care for you.
-sometimes
-well hopefully things will pass
[later that day]
-whats the problem today? let's share it. its easy to get over when we face little pieces of the entire cake.
-a lot on my mind.
-well i am here at anytime you wana throw them away... someone that you dont know but someone you can trust in.
-thanks but its something i have to work out myself. ive been going through the same thing for more than 5 years and any time i ask for someone to listen it comes with the same opinions over and over.
-even myself?
-i havent told you any of it, im just assuming you would have the same opinions as everyone else.
-then you are making a mistake.
-maybe...

-my boyfriend and i have been together for almost 5 years. and we seem to not be progressing at all anymore.
-yeah, for the appearance you carry, its notable.
-our relationship is at a really depressing stand-still
-its sad... and what do you think on doing?
-i dont know what to do anymore. im tired of sitting and talking to him about it because it gets me no place but angry.
-i understand... yea just dont lose a big piece of your life on it. if its not worth it, just let it go...
That was the beginning.