Body image

Ok. So since I am losing weight (and I've lost 25lbs since September alone!) I took pictures the other night of my body... well... my major problem area. And since you're already down here reading this you see what it is. That massive squishy fluffy soft stomach of mine. I now weigh a grand total of 248lbs. Nah I don't think I look that big. But I am. The bottom one is what I want to look like... HOWEVER. I am keeping in mind that the second picture is a result of the photoshop effect, and while I would absolutely love love love more than anything in life right now to look like that... I don't and won't ever. I edited out all the stretchmarks and shadows that made things look... well... in my case, normal. I say, judging from those two pictures above that I'm at 248 and the bottom would be about 190... I'm shooting for 200 flat and anything less would be a bonus. By the end of the year I will be down to that. WILL BE. As in, I'm leaving no room for failure or other options. I'm not afraid to blog about it and have other people see who I am and what I look like. This is me, I am getting better, I have goals, I will succeed! A positive attitude and positive influences from friends and family and all their feedback, its all going to help in the end.

Biggest weight : 278

Current weight : 248

Goal weight : 200

Any time I go to the doctor or somewhere with a scale, I'll step on it and post the results, even if I'm ashamed of them because then I'll have them out there and it isn't one of those 'if I don't post it, it didn't happen' sort of deals. Its one of those 'heres whats going on, I'll fix it!' ones.