My birthday

Yea, so I was kinda counting on the fact that I invited like 10+ people over for my 21st birthday... considering everyone I talk to is younger than me (except one or two people) I realized that we wouldn't be headed to a bar or anything like that, like most people do for their 21st birthday... instead I was going to have a house party. I sent out emails a few months ago asking if anyone wanted to go... No one responded. Then on new years eve two of my friends asked what kind of cake they were supposed to make for the party... That was two weeks ago... So I kinda had it in my mind that they were planning on coming here and they would be bringing a cake. Why did I think that? I know that I really don't hang out with these people unless one of them invites me over for a party and then we drink until it gets ridiculous and then we all pass out... Note to future self re-reading this blog : Yes, you have friends... no they don't all live in California... and 90% of the ones that do... SUCK!

So I wrote the following email to the ring leader of the group...

You still coming over for my bday? If not I'm just guna go out of town, I kinda told everyone about my party back in November and I'm pretty sure everyone forgot about it, so if no one is headed over here then I'm guna head to Reno for the week...

which gathered the response "I'd go to Reno."

I was kinda leaning towards the person saying that they would be coming over... I don't even want to write the rest of the people because they all kinda end up very odd and this is not the house I would invite them to come over and drink at because it would be too big and the stereo doesn't have enough bass for them and I don't listen to rap music when I'm not around them... and because there would be adults here and god forbid that happen right? Fuck you guys.

I don't have anything to say more than that. My friends fucking suck, if I can even call them that. Flakes and assholes! I mean I don't know why I would want them around me any ways after they want to insult me... This is just ridiculous.

One thing's for sure... I'm going to Reno/Fernly for my 21st birthday and having fun with my family. Fuck it.